I'm not really sure why I'm posting here, I just need to get it out really, feel free to ignore!
My dp has just told me that 'it's best if we don't see each other any more' The thing is I know he's right, we don't live together and have such wildly different lives and it's gotton to the point where I and he both know that he can't give me what I need from this - he works away a lot and is very very reluctant to commit at all because of this. We've been together for nearly three years and I can't just keep ambling along like this. So I spoke to him, he can't or won't commit and we both agreed to call it a day.
But now I can't stop crying!! I don't want to lose him, I love him. I'm having to drag myself back from the phone to stop myself calling him and telling him to forget everything I said and we'll just carry on as we were!! I really really want to but I know it would be no good for me. Aaaarrrrggghhh I feel like I'm going mad!