I don't know if I'm just hormonal tbh, but I have been feeling this for a little while and I need to get it off my chest.
I've not long been with my bf nearly 3 months so we're still working each other out. I've had some terrible relationships and feel a complete failure anyway. This guy hasn't actually been in a relationship for nearly 4 years, he's dated loads of women but he has always been fussy who he gets involved with, so initially I was very flattered he wanted me as his gf and he seems to changed alot of things in order to have a relationship with me, and he says he's happy, but I just don't feel I'm good enough. I don't know if its me with the issues, or if this relationship isn't right. I feel a crap parent, feel I don't do enough like cook the things he likes, I feel my house isn't clean enough, I say the wrong things, sometimes do the wrong things around him. Yet other times I feel fantastic with him!
When I asked what he loves about me, as he has told me he loves me. He just says I scrub up well and am good in the sack lol! He thinks its funny and I can laugh with him but he doesn't seem to think its important to tell me my good points as i know my bad! Yet I tell him. People around him tell me he's besotted with me and they can't believe how happy he seems and can't actually believe he is in a relationship and advertising the fact. So whats going wrong here? Is it me??