I don't even know were to start. here goes my ex was a complete t^&t and finally got sent to prison. He was in prison when I was pregnant through the whole of my pregnancy. 2 days after the baby was born he was arressted again and bailed to return to court. He was then sent back to prison. The day before he went back he came to my house to see the baby. He was trying to be nice to me and I told him it didn't work anymore and the relationship was defenatly ovver. He tried to kiss me and I pushed him off. He started saying he'd been talking to his friend about how to win me back and his friend had said when ever him and his girlfriend break up they always have break up sex and then get back together. I told him it wasn't that easy and had been through to much. he then again started trying to kiss me and ther was a struggle htried to pull down my trousers. He stood up and started waggling his thing about I was shouting at him to leave and he quickly pulled down my trousers and tried to have sex with me. I've always considered my self quite strong but could not get him off me. I head butted him and he stood up laughed and said see you when I get out. I was so ashamed and embarressed I have not spoke about this since and tried to block it out. he has been released and harassing me ever since. I have moved on but he wants access to my boy. he has been arressted several time since his release for harrassing me I have moved away he doesn't know were i live and have a restraining order against him. I thought I'd got over what he did and am not sure if its rape. I thought I'd pushed it out of my mind but can't seem to get over it. Is it too late to tell anyone? He is fairly close to getting contact with my boy through the courts and am scared no one will believe me and think i'm only saying it to stop the access he may get please someone help he's still ruining my life