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am i fooling myself

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lolly1182 · 07/11/2011 23:19

I am a mum of two and have been separate from my husband of 9 years for 13 months but have still been having sex am i just setting myself up for hurt.Confused

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Hissy · 08/11/2011 00:16

Yep.

carantala · 08/11/2011 00:21

Yes, lolly, you are letting yourself be used and abused - sorry if this sounds harsh. Good luck

izzywhizzyspecanpie · 08/11/2011 00:35

Do you mean you're still having sex with him or do you have other beaus to string along ?

Is your h endeavouring to woo you with a view to reconciliation? Are the sexual encounters you have with him the natural conclusion to an evening of wining and fine-dining? Or do you allow him to get his legover whenever he's passing by?

mathanxiety · 08/11/2011 02:49

What makes you ask?

lolly1182 · 11/11/2011 14:51

yes just let him get his leg over when he wants it but i want him home it hurts i feel used

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mathanxiety · 11/11/2011 15:35

You are being used. Letting him get the leg over sounds just sad. The way to stop that feeling of being used is to tell him the jig is up.

There is little hope of you being able to move on and get done with grieving the relationship while you are still attached to him this way.

Do you think you feel the beginnings of any anger about this? You seem to have lost sight of 'you' here, even to the point of your physical and sexual boundaries here.

If you are doing it in hopes of drawing him back to you and he has shown no interest in any aspect of your relationship except the leg over bit, then your plan is backfiring. Has he ever told you what he thinks is going on? He is taking the piss here if the two of you have never talked about this. Have you ever expressed to him the fact that you miss him or want him back? Are you afraid of tackling the issue for fear of him stopping the contact limited though it is?

Do you really want him back though? Maybe what you are feeling is the sense of being alone with 2 DCs, and you are overwhelmed by self doubt about carrying that responsibility. Maybe you just want to feel loved and he is familiar and handy and requires no effort, no flirting, getting to know? Maybe you want to feel there is someone there you can share the load with? If so, you are going about getting all of that the exact wrong way. Right now, he seems to be functioning as an emotional booty call for you and you seem to be functioning as a common or garden variety booty call for him.

izzywhizzyspecanpie · 11/11/2011 16:26

Why did you split up? Has there been any talk of reconciliation? Are you in the process of divorcing? Is he living with another woman?

How often do these encounters take place? Is it always in the marital home? Does he stay overnight?

Apologies for all of these questions but seeing the bigger picture may help you to find a way in which you can put an end to something that is clearly not doing very much for your self-esteem and self-confidence.

While he still enjoys the sexual benefits of married life with none of the responsibilities, he's unlikely to want to change his present status quo which is akin to having his cake and eating it.

By putting the cake out of his reach, he may reconsider and realise that he is better off at home with you and the dc.

lolly1182 · 12/11/2011 14:40

because he did not want any more children and i found out i was pregnant hehad nothing to do with my new baby and has only just started to bond with her now at 19 months yet our first he was obcessed we are not divorced or going through divorce they happen every sunday as he stayes over and he makes an effort and we share a bed but come the next day i feel low again his mum is so interfearing all the time and has stopped us form having a life and has taken money from us all the time he took out a 10.000 loan for her and she was going to pay it back but never has plus in total she has had in total a 35.000 i lost our house and was put in to homeless accom and have just been given a council flat that i move in to next tue i have no furniture nothing at all apart from the clothes on my back yet she has a nice house and plasma tv it makes me sick i do love my husband very much and would love for us to get back together but i gave up so much for him yet he cant say no to his mum Angry SadConfused[stressed]

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Doha · 12/11/2011 14:53

you have 3 babies lolly and this one is tied very tightly to his mothers apron strings, He will never come back to you or change while you are having sex with him. Why should he? he can have sex on tap then run home to mummy.
Time for you to put a stop to it. Let him go and see what happens.
To be honest you have lost so much because of him and his mummy, and lets face it he has chosen her over you and your DC's

ENormaSnob · 12/11/2011 15:01

You are being used.

By a man who has consistently put his mother first.

SolidGoldVampireBat · 12/11/2011 15:32

So this miserable tosser has moved out to his mother's for home comforts but has you for a shag when he feels like it? I think you must have had a rotten childhood yourself to accept being treated so badly - were you taught that your needs are irrelevant and you must always put men other people first?

For the moment, maybe it would help to concentrate on the practicalities of your situation: are you getting any kind of financial support/advice about your debts and housing? For instance, it sounds as though either your H or his mother have stolen from you or committed fraud - or even if it's just down to financial incompetence on their part, there needs to be a way of separating out your finances so you do not suffer any further.

BecauseImWorthIt · 12/11/2011 15:36

Goodness. Yes you are being used. You need to get shot of him and your MIL and look forward to a better life with your children. Oh, and make sure he pays you maintenance as well.

(Can you please try and use punctuation and paragraphs in your posts, though? It is very hard to read properly without them.)

mathanxiety · 12/11/2011 17:16

Will you be eligible for the council housing if your arrangement becomes known? How are you going to explain a bed big enough for two and the lack of any sort of divorce if your status is questioned? Are you claiming all the benefits you could if you were divorced?

That's not really the main issue here. The main issue is that he is completely tied to his mother and feels he can just walk away from his real responsibilities.

This man has stolen money from his wife and children and given it to his mother, has stood by and seen his family lose their home and all they own, and still thinks a leg over once a week is appropriate?

You don't have any hope of getting him back and please for your own sake and the sake of your children, stop trying. You never really had this waste of space in the first place. You should go to Women's Aid and see if you could do the Freedom Programme, try to figure out why you have accepted this shit that has been dumped on you for so long, why you want more of it, and how to move on without him. 0808 2000 247

You need to start saying to yourself that you don't need him and you need to put a stop to the visits at your place. He can take the children out somewhere and bring them back the same day, with no sleeping over. It may be hard at first when you don't seem to believe it, but you cannot cure this man of his huge problems and he will end up destroying your self esteem as long as you keep on trying. Focus on yourself and your children.

Does he work? How did he have that sort of money to give to his mother?

Please go to your local CAB and ask how to go about divorcing him and getting child support. You could tell whoever you speak to about the money owed by his mother and see if there's any hope of seeing any of it again while you're at it.

lolly1182 · 13/11/2011 01:36

This is so hard it would take so long to tell you it all. he dose work and gets a good wage, let me tell you it all from the beginning.

i started going out with my h 2003 it was a long distant relationship as he was i london i was in scotland.

i lived and looked after my grandfather who had cancer. we went on holiday together when we got home i found out i was 18 weeks pregnant we was so happy but it was short lived as my grandfather died and the day of his funeral i lost the baby.
so we decided to get married in the jan 2004, 17 days after we married i moved to london when i had my first child h and mil took over so i never bonded with her she is 5 now and lives with him as she won't stay with me so when i had my second child we bonded so much its nice he did not come to hospital when i had her he sent his mum, when she was born his mum left and i saw no one till 2 days later.
hi picked me up and took me to his mums when i wanted to go home as i just had c section and had lost allot of blood.

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lolly1182 · 13/11/2011 01:56

also i was left inheritance from my grandfather 27000 which he blew he has a very good job on 45.000 a year if you work out the code but don't repeat it please 765423.
i had a good job till i had the kids but his wages was his own and my wages was his too.

i know this all sound a bit mixed but im just trying to give you all as much info and the drink is getting to my head Wine

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mathanxiety · 13/11/2011 02:20

That is a horrible story, Lolly. I really think you should talk with Women's Aid. Try calling them. You need a lot of help.

Also you might like to ask MN to remove your last post as it seems to have traceable information. You could re-post without the information.

Have you ever spoken to a solicitor about all this?

aurynne · 13/11/2011 03:43

I am sorry lolly, but he is using you. For him, you are lower than a prostitute, because you will shag him when and where he wants it, then he will leave, and he does not even have to pay you. Please get your dignity back and kick this sad shadow of a man back to his mum.

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