Long story short, discovered dh having Internet affairs at start of July, lousy lousy summer as you can probably imagine, I've experienced every emotion there is, but we are working on it and things have been good, early part of this week I felt great, even to the point of thinking I would be able to trust him again (one day) then out of nowhere I plummet again feel paranoid suspicious crying want to leave feel like I can't live like this not fair on either of us, is this just a phase? And if so when does it get better? I have lost so much confidence, feel ugly and useless, I want me back :(