Just venting: Am in a happy relationship with DP of five years, and have lovely dc who we share most care for. our lives are hectic and stressful, and full of wonderful activities. and lots of love.
Thing is, have recently developed a massive crush on a mutual friend, who is also happily married. Kind of think he might have or have had a little thing for me too. But possibly no more as have put him at a distance. Still, think about him lots and try to find ways to orchestrate meetings for us four (awkward) or us two (sometimes fine and sometimes hugely awkward). However have been putting distance between us so I stop thinking about him. I totally know what gap in my life he fills and why I'm into him. Just gotta break the habit of thinking about him.