I have never talked about this before and not sure there is anything to really talk about. I may be over reacting. Its just been niggling away at me for years.
When I was about 16 I met and got involved with a man who was in his thirties. We use to drink together and I was also sleeping with him. I thought I loved him. I certainly trusted him.
One evening we were drinking as usual. I don't really remember anything about that night though. I must have drunk too much and passed out early on, it was unusual for me to get that drunk, I woke the following morning in bf's bed, half undressed, and I'd soiled myself (blush) quite badly.
Can't say anything else now, feel sick thinking about it, just want to get others initial opinions.