I'm not exactly sure what I'm asking here. I have taken advice (and posted under a different name) and have continually read threads here through my seperation, it's all a bit weird for me now and just wanted to post to get other people's viewpoints I think (as you can tell I'm very confused).
OK, seperated almost 2 years ago, waited til about 6 months ago before considering dating as didn't feel ready. Started internet dating, had a number of dates, no sparks, until the last one (was going to end subscription anyway this was just a last stab at internet dating) was seeing this guy for a couple of months but wasn't completely sure / didn't want to open myself too much to be hurt - not sure which?
Anyway, short story is we have split up but I am devestated - can't stop crying about it - cried a heck of a lot more than I ever did about my split with my husband!!
I have never had any any experience of what a real relationship should be like and don't know whether I'm upset because it's something I can no longer have / because I've never really given it a real chance as I've been protecting myself / or something else???????
Arrgghhh am I just overthinking and I should just move on or what? What do you think?