ok just want some honist opinions please,this has been sitting there since I was little,my mum lived with her bf for 5 years,doesnt speak about him now,I neaver thought much about him but have a few memories,I couldnt remember his face at all,I was about 7 when we left,but she bought around a large box of phots of when I was little and there was a pic of him,seeing his face has scared me alot,i know im scared of him but not to sure why,sort of made me shiver to see the pic,anyway I told someone else and they think more into it,the 2 memories i have of bad stuff is one of him holding me around the kneck at the sink and hes washing my mouth out with soap,i was crying,the other is him sitting at the table eating and him making me eat dinner a day later that I lef,t for brekfast, I dont see more into it but the person I told does,he says why would you block out someones face? he asked me what I want to ? advice please