Hi, bit of background. DP and I have been together for 4 yrs and have 2 DC's, one just a few weeks old.
He began to really irritate me whilst I was pregnant with DC2. I think he drinks too much. He doesn't go out a lot but when he does he is always really ill afterwards and was once sent home from work because he was so pissed. So, I suppose I feel like he can get out of control when drinking. He is not emotionally or physically abusive. He also admitted for the first time while I was pregnant that he has done cocaine in the past. I was really shocked but I've been left wondering, if he is still doing it when he goes out? What signs should I look for? I just think it strange that he chose to confess, if it was something from the past?
I'm starting to feel like I dint know him. I'm really exhausted and he seems really fed up of me and the DC's who are very demanding which is to be expected. I think I'm scared that he will lose the plot. I'm very concerned that he might be doing drugs. I'm starting to hate him, he is not the man I thought he was. He is changing, it's subtle but I'm certain of it.
Please advise. I'm a SAHM and feel really vulnerable.