Worst timing, no clue what to do.

[twistybookworm]

Me and my H seperated in August last year, he was suffering with depression and was no longer in love with me. We have two daughters aged 2 and 4. In march of this year we started spending more time with each other, hoping we could make it work, he is still struggling with depression and last month we decided to stay apart but to try and remain friends and raise our children. Now the problem, despite being on the pill, i'm pregnant. There is no chance of us getting back together, i'm just not sure i can raise three children on my own. I don't know what to do.

get an emergency appointment with your GP tomorrow morning.

Have you considered having a termination?

I have been to see the doctor, he says i am about 8 weeks along, i have been thinking about a termination, but the thought of it makes me feel ill. i'm also waiting for an appointment with a counsellor. The first time H left he was useless with arrangements for the children, didn't see them much etc. He wants to do better this time and so far has been. Only time will tell if this will last. I'm the sort of person who thinks alot (worries) about the future. But at the moment i feel as bad as i did the first time he left, grieving for the future i thought we had together, and just thinking about tomorrow or the next day fills me with despair. I'm struggling just to get through each day and to be honest can't even begin to imagine what i should do.