Amicably, after a year or more of ups and downs and shit. I haven't cried about it yet. H is still in the house and will have to come and go, he'll be between here and his country so can't rent somewhere here. That's ok I guess, I have a big house with a spare room and a sofabed in the dining room.
I'm not sure what I need to achieve by posting here. I just feel numb, I'm cultivating numb, it's not painful, but I can feel the pain pushing at the edges. I'll go to bed soon, work tomorrow, no time for pain.