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My mother is coming to visit ... and I feel sick ... please point me to the right thread...

13 replies

LittleOneMum · 01/06/2011 16:27

Hello.
My mother is coming from abroad to stay for a few days with me, DH and the two DCs. She arrives tonight.

Very long story, but our relationship is difficult. I know that for the next few days I will feel like a small child again, guilt, probably a bad parent and so on.

I can't bear it. I'm actually a 38 year old professional woman with two lovely DCs and yet I am sitting here at my desk crying at the thought of it. I never cry!

Don't say 'cut her out' - I can't. I want her to have a relationship with her GCs. and it is only for a few days.

Top tips for coping? Sad

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throckenholt · 01/06/2011 16:30

Tips for coping ? I would try my hardest to keep reminding myself it is only for a short time and do my damndest to stay patient, be tolerant, and try not to rise to anything.

Keep telling yourself you are a grown up and you don't have to react to anything - be as serene as possible.

Hopefully it will be a positive experience - if only because you are proud of how well you coped.

LittleOneMum · 01/06/2011 16:34

That's very wise, thank you Grin I will do my very best.

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throckenholt · 01/06/2011 16:35

having said that - I am not sure I would be very good at following my own advice ! Still it is worth a try. Hope it goes well.

ScaredOfCows · 01/06/2011 17:11

I find a slightly distracted air helps. It's easier to diffuse digging questions and barbed comments.

AMumInScotland · 01/06/2011 17:20

It's probably not any help for this visit, but have you considered talking to a counsellor about how your mother makes you feel? You can't change her, or the past, but they might be able to help you adjust the way you react to her, to make it easier to cope with.

Katisha · 01/06/2011 17:25

ANything she says - don't let the old habits take over - take a couple of breaths, count to ten before replying.
Then say - did you mean that to be a criticism? Or - what do you mean?

However if this is likely to make her launch into a spiel about your shortcomings then just take the deep breath, smile or sigh, go into another room and hit something.

In other words - try to break the old habits of how she gets to you. Decide this time it will be different. You will have to do the changing though, not her, as it won't occur to her that this is distressing you. So try to change how you react to her and just laugh.

piranhamorgana · 01/06/2011 18:30

All good advice here! I'm so sorry you are feeling so much dread and I really recognise that in relation to my own mother.

It is getting easier now,but I am still practising ,and may go NC one day yet.

Try have a long ,sympathetic talk to yourself before she arrives .
Firstly,it is ok to cry! You sound like a strong, successful woman.

Those of us who have not had the best parenting- particularly from our mothers ,often cope by trying to make everything perfect .That's ok ,too.It would definitely be worth having some counselling in the future to work through some of the past stuff,and look at different ways to deal with it,now.But for this visit,try to tell yourself that you are not responsible for any of the failings in your relationship with her,nor are you responsible for how she feels,or for failing to measure up to whatever version of you she would like you to be.
Try not to allow in any feelings of guilt regarding your feelings towards your mother.Be very gentle on yourself.Build an invisible wall around yourself with bricks made out of all your strengths - good mum who places a high value on family,successful professional woman,etc - and refuse to allow these (and others- think of them,how do your friends,colleagues etc see you?) to be dismantled by the barbed remarks your mother makes.

You say you will "feel like a small child again".Could that be because when you were a small child,she did not give you - emotionally - what you needed? Well,try to be thoughtful towards that part of yourself while she is around.It is hard being mummy when our mothers behaviour causes us to regress like this,and it takes practice and support to change this;so while your mother is around,allow for this.Try to drop your standards a bit,or at least don't give yourself a hard time if they slip.

Make time to have time out.Think of how you might deal with a work colleague/client/boss who was really irritating/offensive.You'd have to maintain a professional stance,yet keep an emotional distance.But also take a lot of breaks.

Have treats available in advance.I keep chocolate and,I have to say,my favourite whiskey,upstairs in my room.My m never stays overnight,but during an afternoon,I have been known to take my work phone upstairs to "answer a call!" The added dimension of secret,naughty behaviour must fit with my barely conquered regression!!

Have realistic expectations.You are expecting her to be hard work,but it is still hard to be faced with the reality of a less than ideal mother.Keep reminding yourself that you have the honourable intention of enabling a relationship between your dc and your m,but that she may well not be up to this.What would your bottom line be,before you give up and decide you are all better off without her at all.

Be strong! Good luck and come back and post when she's gone - or,if you're anything like me,run upstairs and post while she's with you,we'll be here.

ScaredOfCows · 01/06/2011 21:53

Loving the idea of a whisky stash upstair as a naughty treat. I can imagine all of us MNers with problem mothers dashing upstairs to let off steam with a quick tipple Grin

LittleOneMum · 02/06/2011 10:45

I LOVE the idea of a quick whisky upstairs. I am going to buy some malt on the way home today...

So far, so good. Just one barbed comment this morning so far "Oh, you're going to work today? But I'm here! I thought you'd take some holiday. Oh and the children really must miss you horribly, it's hard having a working mother". Followed by sad face.

I wanted to say: "Jesus, you old troll, you KNOW that I work Monday to Thursday and you know that I shall be off on Friday. I have cancelled my much beloved hour with my personal trainer on Friday morning (the only hour I get to myself, ever) so that I can be with you instead. I love my work. I worked bloody hard to get where I am. The kids love their fabulous nanny and are lovely and well adjusted. I am home by 5pm every day and i see my kids all day Friday to Sunday. I KNOW you didn't work but you were clearly very unhappy about it and resented it and were a rubbish Mum as a result".

Instead I said: "Yes I am going to work, and you are going to have a lovely day with them going on a boat trip with them + nanny. I have booked a lovely Friday lunch for us both tomorrow. See you tonight!"

and had a whisky (not that bit actually).

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LittleOneMum · 02/06/2011 10:45

and I know that I need counselling, it is true.

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Katisha · 02/06/2011 11:01

So far so good - keep it up and don't give her remarks teh headspace!

Anniegetyourgun · 02/06/2011 13:02

Sounds like you handled it perfectly tbh.

piranhamorgana · 02/06/2011 21:13

Very well done! Good luck with lunch tomorrow.

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