is it ok to just give in and wallow in my misery

[totallylost]

just that really, had enough of brave face

Wallow away totally - some days a good wallow is just what we need. But don't blame yourself, and remember: "This too, will pass". You have been through so much, so go easy on yourself honey.

how are you doing totally?

Feeling a bit better today, have even eaten - ok so it was only a sandwich but a step in the right direction.

Ventured out to the supermarket but didn't even bother brushing my hair never mind doing my face which is unheard of for me.

I am just sooo tired, best sleep I am managing is 5 hours and I am used to getting 7 or 8. Resorted to the vodka tonight, if I can sleep tonight then tomorrow I might have the energy to do something.