title says it all really. i just couldnt deal with the kids any more. or the ever present looming presence of his royal highness, dh. my only saving grace was that i stayed in the house, so that if it had burned down, id have got the kids out.
this morning, i lost it at dh. he has just left for his once a year visit to the mosque with ds's after a screaming match.
ive told him he can have the house, the kids, every penny he earns. everything. i just want my freedom. but we both know i am not going to leave and i dont really mean it.
supposed to have an appointment with relate last night. but his royal highness has more important things to do than worry about the state of his relationship with his wife.
i am now about to spend several hundred pounds on the internet. i have no idea whether we can afford it or not. but i am in no state to think straight. or any way other than childish tantrum ways.
God help my kids.