Our marriage has been in tatters for months and I've been really quite nasty to him and accused him of being emotionally abusive but I think he may have been suffering from depression for years.
I don't know why I'm posting as things have really gone past the point of no return but am feeling guilty as I now suspect he has been ill for years whilst I've been nagging and getting at him.
He spends his time tutting, rolling his eyes, snapping, telling me what I've done wrong, telling me what to do, doing nothing himself, never initiating sex and I've finally snapped and been a complete bitch to him over the past few months.
I'm just feeling guilty now and wonder if I should give things another try despite having been happy for the first time in years today because I'd finally decided to divorce. I always end up changing my mind and always because I feel guilty. Never because I actually think for 2 seconds I would be happier with him. I wouldn't - he makes me miserable.
Sorry for the long post - good to vent frustrations!!!!!