I was having an affair with a MM and it recently ended when his wife got pregnant. (posted briefly about this on another thread someone started)
I know i need to move on from him, so have deleted his number from my phone and all his messages. Our last contact was via text yesterday as it was his birthday.
Do i delete him from FB as at the moment we are still friends on there. My other concern (daft i know) is that if he knows i've deleted him from FB, I will never hear from him again and i'd be gutted if he just deleted me without telling me.
I want to make a go of things with DH but at the same time i feel i've lost a friend in OM?
He wants us to stay in touch as "he cares about me and wants us to be able to meet as friends" He "loves" his wife but was happy to be sleeping with me.
I have been reading many posts where there are similar situations going on but don't really want to hijack.
I do miss OM but know if i meet him for lunch (as he's suggested) i will go back to all my feelings for him.
How can I feel like this for someone i've known 4 months?
Sorry - i bet people feel like they are repeating themselves but i'm just at a loss as to how to move forward. :(