Right have name changed....... Went out with girls from work on fri night as I'm back to work from mat leave on monday so we went for a catch-up and much wine was drunk went to see a one of their friends (rubbish but fun) band playing and had a fab time went to a dive of a club with one of the girls and a bloke from the band (all the while texting dh to make sure he knew was ok and that he didn't mind me being out so much longer than I thought I'd be.....bless him, he promised he'd get up with DS in themorning and told me to enjoy myself) anyway ended staying out till 5am as bumped into some (much younger!) friends from hotel I used to work in and friend from work was snogging guy from band and it was generally a really fab impromtu night out, the sort I used to have about 5 years ago before had responsibilities/grew up!
Anyway bit that troubles me (and actually know is prob a bit wrong) is that got chatting to a guy and was talking to him for over an hour about Dh, DS, his family, job, friends we have in common, everything and we had loads of fun! But then as we were going home he asked for my number....... And I gave it to him........ And I realised that we'd actually been flirting quite a lot and I would have quite liked to see him again if I were single......... I really quite liked the exciting feeling of someone paying me attention and realised we really clicked - he's text me saying it was really nice to meet me......don't ever think I'd see him again as as cheating in any way is just not acceptable in my books but was this emotional infidelity??? How wrong was it????? Urgggghhh feel guilty - that the answer really isn't it?
God this was v waffly sorry!