I separated from DH in September which is a good thing but, you know how it is, life seems to throw stuff at you all at once.
Two weeks after he left I found a breast lump which is thankfully all clear but I had a month of severe stress where I swung from thinking I would be fine to thinking I would die, dying was not the issue, leaving my three kids without a mother was. My car broke down numerous times. I had my DS1s birthday, lots of social commitments, relatives that needed support (post traumatic stress disorder, an unplanned pregnancy and a house repossession) as well as day to day stuff.
For the most part things are settling down but I feel drained and like anything would see me in tears. Not helped by the fact that an ex-boyfriend came back on the scene and whilst he is very lovely and an open book, I am not at all ready for another relationship which is incredibly hard as he is/was the love of my life (despite the fact I was married and have 3 kids by another man).
Phew, thanks for the vent, I know no one can change anything but it's good to talk.