I just never want sex with dh. I have been like this for years and it causes big trouble in our relationship.
I really don't know why i don't want it. I have tried to work it out and can't.
Every so often we have a big falling out about it and as he has done today, says he's leaving me.
When it's been a few weeks without any he starts to get really nasty to me. Today he insisted to know why i hadn't done the ironing and then told ds2 that it was because his mum couldn't be bothered, making out like i'm some lazy slob.
He made me feel so shit about goin to my friends last night that i ended up not going and then this morning in bed, i'm still angry and he's putting my hand on his u know what.
He's said he's leaving but if he doesn't i know that he will just try to make a move again in a day or two and i just don't feel like i can reciprocate when he's been being such a pig.
It goes round in circles. Am I with the wrong man? I can't see it ever getting better unless i wake up as a sex maniac one day.
i am so miserable and wish i could even pretend, ave sex and it would be fixed again..for a bit.