My life seems to be in one big emotional turmoil.
OW has done everything in her power to destroy my marriage, my friendships and my family. Having fought her off and stayed with DH for the past two years (after a 3 year affair) she just keeps re-appearing. I have posted here before and had great advice. And before any one says it, i know my DH is to blame as well.
I've asked my DH to move out but he hasn't and he basically thinks i'll just carry on as normal. I know its my fault but I just don't have the courage to call a solicitor and I keep thinking about the damage it would cause the DCs. I wish he would have some respect and move out. I cry about what he has done to destroy our marriage every day but he keeps telling me he loves me and wont leave me and that he doesn't love OW.
As for OW, she used to be a friend, who got to know many of my long-standing friends. Some of them turned out not to be friends and I have stopped seeing them simply because I couldn't handle the fact that they chose her over me, even when they knew what she had done. She has lied her way in their lives and the believed everything she said.
I do use FB to keep in touch with friends and relatives. I used to be a very social person with loads of friends. But OW seems to keep cropping up. She has been making friends with people I know on FB and putting comments on their pages because she knows I will see them. These friends don't know that she was having an affair with my DH. I could close my account but I don't see why I should but what also hurts is that these other friends don't know what she has done and I wish I could scream it out to everyone and tell them what a b*ch she has been. I also want to cut off everyone I know that has anything to do with her, just for my sanity. Am I being over-sensitive? I can't even tell these friends what she has done as I don't want my private affairs made public. I feel so confused and hurt. I hate OW for everything she has done and continues to do.