God; I have posted on here a few times about my relationship woes and attempted to leave on more than one occasion.
Partner is a waste of space; angry, cruel,stoned, mental health problems, has been violent to me twice,agressive and destructive to our home and property several times.
He left us in the Summer,threating to slit his wrists and gave everyone a huge worry-except for me I couldnt give a fuck :( which is sad as we were once very much in love-or rather I was with him, not sure he is capable of love. Any how it was hard going for the month he was gone; but that was primarily due to the dcs being on summer holidays, the atmosphere was great and I didnt miss him at all..
Then somehow he managed to worm his way back and thing are worse than ever especially financially as he owes out money to all kind of scum for weed. To give a bit of context we were always reasonably ok with money until the beginning of the year when he was in an accident which left him with a severe back injury which will see him him incapacitated for the next year at least; his smoking has increased as a direct response to his pain but still; there are other methods of pain relief.
So anyway there is much more to my story but I am going to leave him as soon as I get some money just need a bit of encouragement and some where I can get my head straight after the daily gas lighting sessions . Also I am outside the UK so things are a bit harder to organise as I hope to return to my home town.