Had to move back in with my parents 6 weeks ago as I split up with DH.
They dont have much room so my dad gave up his room( they dont sleep in same room as mum is ill) and he is now on a camp bed.
As if that doesnt make me feel guilty enough I have been rowing with my dad recently due to his chronic drinking.
He drinks all day every day and some days is a right pain in the ass. Most of the time I hold my tongue but now and again I lose my rag.
I instantly feel guilty as I know they are supporting me without question but I just cant stand it
Mum puts up with him for a quiet life but it drives me crazy
Also scared that we will have a major bust up and he will tell me to leave as I have nowhere else to go
As a family we have never tackled his drinking. He thinks he is funny and entertaining but most of the time he is a huge pain. What he really is is an alcoholic.
Feeling very vulnerable at the moment and this isnt helping
Also, a big part of the breakdown of my marriage was DH drinking problems so I feel as though I am stuck in a trap