bit of a lightbulb momment really. Thought i knew what i wanted - fun, excitment, dangerous, life on the edge.
literally just realised thats not what i want AT ALL. I want someone fun, but steady, who thinks im fab without me having to try. Who actually gives a shit about me.
totally not what ive spent the last year chasing after.
how strange. I feel a bit odd, but really happy.