Oh man.
Only 5 days after I was waxing lyrical on these very pages about the passion me and fella have and we have 'broken up'.
Was a fight, he said couldn't deal with our fights (they were pretty epic)and wanted out. ok so far so...well yea, heartbroken all of that.
Except three days on and he is 'not sure', he thinks I need to sort myself out (I have some issues with depression) and then 'we will see'. He says if I could be a certian way then wemight work and so on. In the meantime he doens't think we should wait for each other, but he doesn;t want ot rule out the possibility of us getting back together.
Says he loves me, but wants to be friends, to give me a chance to find my happiness and suchlike, and if you love somethng 'set it free' and says if we are meant to be our paths will cross again and we will be together, (subtext once I have sorted myself out). So far hasn;t been willing to enter into any discussion about anything HE might have done to controbute to the breakup.
Oh and last night he told me he was going to go back onto the dating site we met and blog on there, cause he was 'lonely' and upset about not being with me and flirting with other women would help.
I said I was not ok about that and he said 'why are you so worried, no-one on there could compare to you, no woman could, you don't need to feel threatened'.
Uh.
What the actual f*ck?!!!!!
Is there anyone here who thinks he is anytihng other than a tosser? I'm trying to decide whether to remain friends and see where it leads us in the future because when we are 'on' it's like heaven, and I wonder whether we could have a chance...slap me slap me slap me.
(thanks in advance)