Am having terrible terrible problems with anxiety and deciding what to do it's become completely overwhelming.
An opportunity has come up to move back to London. I've missed it so much since moving but am also downright terrified. All the upheaval and stress of getting DS settled in a school, effectively starting again in a place. The hassle of London and kids. General guilt of bringing up kids in London when everyone else is moving out to the countryside. No support network.
I knew thinking maybe it would be better to move further out to proper countryside but I don't know where. My parents don't live where I grew up anymore. My husband's family are far away from my parents. And then we wouldn't see much of DH.
I've not thrived in the commuterbelt but DS is happy in school and we know a few people now.
We could move a little way over but would still have to uproot from schools. Would it be worth it.
What to do? I feel very very anxious about moving back and yet it's what I've missed for years. I wish DH wasn't tied to London so much but he is for now at least.
Feel very under pressure to go now or not as it's coming to end of the year. DH can't bear the indecision anymore so says we're going!