Took DS for his first "taster" on Monday afternoon, and I hated it. Spent the last 2 days crying, not eating (much) or sleeping, worrying that he's not going to be happy there, that he'll miss his nursery friends (who live away so wouldn't be going anyway) and generally feeling really, really awful. I think it just hit me that things are never going to be the same again after September. How can I survive until then? Are my feelings normal?