Hi all,
After a stressful couple of years at my current school, I now just want to get out. In our recent ofsted we were graded satisfactory by the skin of our teeth. Our KS2 data is terrible. However, the LA have since downgraded us to a category 4 school. Morale is very low, and things have now descended into a proper "everyone for himself." I am feeling particularly "got at" by a senior teacher, and while I know the correct thing to do is prove myself and stand my ground to her, I just cannot. I'm waking up on a two-hourly basis in the night and crying at the drop of a hat - this is not like me. And the thing is, I LOVE working with the kids and seeing them make progress - but the negatives are outweighing this at the moment, which is rubbish.
I have 2 questions really - I have been "ofsteded" twice in my career and received Good both times. But I'm concerned my head will give me a poor reference. While my observations are consistently good, extensive and unnecessary planning is just not my strength. The senior teacher is always bringing this to his attention. When I say, "OK, can you show me what I need to do to improve?" she is extremely vague and blustery, so I have no idea what she actually wants! (In other words she's a bullshitter with crap subject knowledge who botty-kissed her way up. Yes I'm in a cow-ish mood,) So my first question is - can the Head actually give me a poor reference?
Secondly, I want the head to know how the bullying tactics of this teacher have really affected me AND OTHERS. However, she really has him in her pocket. She is very domineering and chivvies him around like some naughty school boy. I'm not sure he would take notice. Should I mention it when I go? (Assuming I get another sodding job!) I don't want to burn bridges or be unnecessarily rude, but this person is affecting at least 3 other teachers and nobody is speaking up. What would you do?
Sorry - a very incoherent rant. I have a TON of work to be getting on with, but determined to have the morning to myself. Any advice/comments would be appreciated.