I'm absolutely terrified about possible upcoming appeal (sorry panelmember, I know I promised not to mention appeals again!). I say possible because I had decided not to appeal, due to the fact that I'm terrified and v. stressed about appearing in front of the panel, and what they may ask me. I'm now rethinking and maybe I will appeal. Not attending and the appeal going on without me is pointless, I have things I want to say.
The current picture in my head is them beginning to talk, asking me something and I burst into nervous tears, or worse, am struck dumb (both of these scenario's have happened to me in different circumstances before).
So, has anyone actually attended one? What happened and was it as bad as I'm thinking it's going to be? I don't want to make a fool of myself.