I had a termination 3 years ago im still struggling now and hate myself for it. I had started seeing someone new and got pregnnt and didnt know if things were going to work out also at the time i was also trying to get my ex partner out my house that lived with me for 7 years but was always shouting around the house. My 17 year old daughter at the time was alao saying horrible things to me like it would be a spastic child. My new partner at time suggested keeping it but wrote down all the things that would be difficult because he wasnt 100 percent on board as he only said to keep it because he knew i would struggle if i didnt..because of everything going on i terminated and still struggle to this day i dont really know how to ger passed it. Xx