So after a week of being erratic, emotional and generally down my oh suggested I take a pregnancy test, I thought I was having mood swings due to recently quitting vaping.
My period was due around now, anyway oh came home with a test and it's positive, I never thought I'd consider abortion but we already have 3 children and no space or funds to raise another child.
I feel scared about taking the medication to start everything off, also scared about how long it's going to take to get the ball rolling (I sent my details throught to bpas today)
Suppose I'm just looking for people to talk to as I don't have anyone apart from my partner to talk about it with (family wouldn't be supportive)