Hello
Please don't judge me.. xx
Fell pregnant last summer completely shocked. Married with two kids already 7 and 4. I suffer with aniexty and panic disorder have done for years and was trialling being off my anxiety meds for two months when I fell. My anxiety went through the roof and I literally was having daily panic attacks. For my mental health and the sake of my other children I did have a medical termination at 4.5 weeks which my husband and I both agreed. I didn't regret it at the time, but I did think about it a lot. I just found out due to failed contraception that I am pregnant again. I feel so much guilt. I have had a number of panic attacks already since finding out. My last two pregnancies were so tough and my son had some medical issues when he was born (he is okay now) my husband is very much like well maybe it's meant to be and all I can feel is so much guilt that we have already done this once and I feel bad if we did go through with this one when we did that before. But at the same time I am stressed about potentially doing a termination again. My mental health is such a mess. Please don't judge me. Just after some advice. Xx