So I fell pregnant again. I was on contraceptive pill but something must have gone wrong somewhere because I’m pregnant.
I don’t take abortion lightly and I didn’t think I was a as far along as I was so when I went I was 12 weeks and too late for the medical abortion! I said to them that I don’t want surgery because I don’t like sedation I have a legitimate fear not anxiety, FEAR!! They reassured me that the surgeons were pretty chilled and would probably be ok with me just having gas and air so I felt a little reassurance. I mean it’s my body!
By the time they booked the pre sx check and the sx they said I would be 14 weeks 2 days! And the surgeons would not do it without or with and I would have to be GA!! That was even worse news. I have a massive phobia of being put to sleep. I’ve tried to convince myself I’ll be ok but I can’t do it!!
I’m angry because I feel that have pushed me into a decision and situation I don’t want to be in!
I get it they don’t want me being uncomfortable but I was 14 weeks before it’s my body! I read online people have late medical abortions are why can’t I? It just seems unfair.
mum going through with a pregnancy bevsuse I’m scared of the surgery! I feel depressed and at a loss!
im also angry! I didn’t know the pill would fail me. I don’t want this!
is there anywhere I can be referred for a late abortion!!