Hi, this is just because I need a bit of a hand hold or just somewhere to write out my feelings last night I found out I'm pregnant I have an 8 year old with a complicated medical history and although that situation is improving it's put a massive strain on me and my partners relationship we split for a bit and although we are back together we have both agreed now is not the time for a child, it's just too much too fast and I'm certain this is what I want. I'm feeling a little guilty as although my partner agrees I also know if I chose to continue with the pregnancy he would also be happy with that. I just don't have anyone to talk to as I just feeling it will either be judgment calling me stupid for getting into this situation or my best friend will try and convince me too keep the baby and I know she wouldn't be able to change my mind I just do not want to have too continuously feel like I'm defending myself and my decision.
I contacted BPAS last night and I think I have an appointment with them tomorrow over the phone I'm hoping I'll feel better I'm just not sure what the process will be I know I'm under ten weeks so hopefully I can do it from home? Thanks