Abortion 2 years ago

[Lemonmelon1]

I fell pregnant very early into a relationship 2 years ago. I've already got 3 children, all from very difficult pregnancies and births. It was not advised for me to have any more pregnancies. I had the termination at 7 weeks pregnant.

It's coming up to the two year anniversary and it still hurts so much. My childhood dream of having a stable family was ruined when I had to leave my kids father due to abuse. I guess when I feel pregnant accidentally I guess if hoped I'd get that dream with my now husband.

How do you ever get over the pain.

Hey, I really know how you feel as I've been through similar emotions following a termination. Have you considered counselling to help you? It helped me work through my different thoughts about the termination and really helped me cope with my guilt and shame which we shouldn't hold over ourselves after making such a difficult decision. Nobody has an abortion lightly. Take care of yourself. Feel free to message me if you want to chat. Sending you love x