I’m currently pregnant with my ex partners baby, we have two children together already and since splitting up he won’t let me go, I know it’s my fault because I allow it but he’s very good at manipulating, I want to get stronger against him, I’m going to have a abortion because it isn’t the right time and this baby wasn’t planned, I have a child with special needs, raising a newborn on my own with two kids already would be selfish of me to do, I have since had a intuition that my bd has a new gf because of the way he acts and the patterns, he’s tells me I’m crazy and it’s all made up in my head and although I’m still having the abortion I’m so emotional about the letting the baby go and thinking of him being with another girl while I’m here going through this, he’s supportive of the abortion but it’s bringing back so many old feelings, he cheated before which is why I recognise the patterns, i just feel like I’m driving myself crazy in a situation where I should be focusing on making this as easy as possible for my body