Handhold needed

[Sunshinedaysmile7]

Hello, I’m just posting and looking for any words of wisdom and reassurance really.
im due to take my Misoprostol tablets (4 initially, then the remaining 8 every 3 hours until the course is completed) today about lunch time. I know I’m making the best choice for me just now, but I’m scared, terrified actually. I’m doing this alone, and feel very sick at the sight of blood. I know everyone’s different but Iv read so many horror stories, I’m just looking for any positive experiences on such a distressing matter, thank you.

You're going to be absolutely fine; you've got this! I went through a similar experience about two years ago, and while there were moments that felt really challenging (for me, the whole day was obviously tough, but there were about two hours where I felt sick and had bad cramps), it was manageable. It was worse than a period but nothing you can't handle with a water bottle, a good movie, and some chocolate.
Make sure you have distractions lined up and ground yourself in your decision. Tell yourself kind things. I bled for about a week afterward, but it felt like a normal period.
Try not to look. It's human nature, but I found that to be torturous. Just change your pads and keep moving forward.
I did it with my ex at the time and regret that. I wish I had done it on my own. I think you're brave to be by yourself. That's empowering! All the best. Also, here's a spell check for you.

@AluAma thank you for taking the time to read and reply, your kind words have been really helpful. I just hope the worst physically is over quickly. I hope in time to come if anyone else needs any kind words in this situation Il be able to provide them.