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Emotional abuse?

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Bambi476 · 10/12/2023 21:51

Sorry for the very long winded post but I feel it’s best to give all info. I have been with my partner years, we have a 17 month old baby girl and recently found out we have another on the way. I want to point out that he wanted the second so soon after the first. I was happy with 1.
a recurring argument in our household is that he does nothing around the house. He is very much “old fashioned” as in he believes I should do the laundry,cooking,cleaning,shopping, brining up children….all fine if I was a stay at home mum, but I also work.
a few weeks after I had our first I found out he had a drug addiction to which gave me MASSIVE anxiety with leaving my child anywhere around him or any of his friends/family. He has since packed it all in as well as smoking/vaping and pretty much doesn’t drink now either. Which I’m very thankful for but doesn’t get rid of the anxiety that’s instilled in me now.
id say around 8 months after I gave birth he started calling me names repeatedly like misery/miservale/boring/tramp/scruff/ happy ( sarcastic)

I am anything but a tramp or a scruff and I like things neat and tidy but I think he knows this and is trying to play mind games to make me think I’m not doing enough housework. I’ve asked friends and family (those that will give me the truth) and they’ve said the house is clean and tidy. Obviously things get a bit untidy with toys but they get tidied away once she’s finished playing.

ive asked him to stop calling me these names and let him know how they make me feel and he stops for a few weeks/month and starts again.
its at the point where I now get in a panic when I realise the time and know hell soon be home and have a mad dash of hoovering double checking everything is pristine.

today he started with the usual your boring all you do is sit on the sofa ( I wish) so I challenged him to ask what he does etc to which he “ had no answers”
he then got agressive. I told him to shut up as our daughter was in the room he didn’t so I left the room, he then followed me still shouting and eventually left the room after i literally stopped responding to him.

later on I asked him to sit down and we need to talk about what we were doing to do. We’ve had this argument many a time nothing ever changes so clearly something needs to be done about it. I basically said in a roundabout way , is this it? Are we calling it a day? Do I need to call the doctors to see about abortions? He was non responsive just messing on in the kitchen so I asked again. I mean I was literally breaking my heart at this situation I find myself in - uncontrollable sobbing and he just said “ well it looks that way” and walked out the door. Came back in a minute later and demanded I take our child around to see his mother. I just can’t get over how vile that is of someone to literally look at someone breaking their heart and show no emotion and walk out the door without even a comforting word.

He then proceeded to call me a nasty bitch when I said I wouldn’t be going to his mums today in this state and I’d go tomorrow. ( pointing out his mam is terminally ill )

so I then felt bad so off I went to his mums and had to play happy families for 2 hours whilst trying to fight back the tears.

do you think the above constitutes as emotional abuse?

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SnowySpa · 15/12/2023 04:24

Hello Bambi, I'm not a counselor but this relationship sounds extremely unfair to you. If my daughter's partner treated her the way yours does, I would tell her to leave him and come home. It's good that he stopped using substances after you found him out, but maybe he is just better at hiding it now. Even if he really is clean, it sounds like he has the desire to control you and have the upper hand in the relationship. It's not "old fashioned" to expect one partner to be a full-time employee, mother, maid, and everything else. It's laziness and using the woman as a servant. (I would say that "old fashioned" is the man working a job and the woman looking after the house and children. Not the life you are living now.) It sounds like you've been with this man a while and either you got used to living with his tantrums or have never been treated better and don't realize how out of balance this relationship is. Your partner should not be insulting you, name-calling, ordering you around, or deciding what is and isn't going to happen to the both of you and the family you've started. That being said, how are you feeling about having another baby? You said you'd have been happy with one. Does part of you want one more, or to have a brother or sister for your daughter? Do you have family you can go back to if you leave this guy temporarily or permanently? There's always a chance that aborting will lead to more heartache for you in the future. Please give yourself plenty of time to make this choice, maybe get some counseling. I think anyone who reads your post will think that you deserve way better than this guy, even if he has some good qualities, he treats you awfully and it's most likely only going to get worse. The baby you're carrying is a separate matter and it might be hard separating that from your feelings about him. I'm so sorry for the abuse you've endured and hope that better years are ahead.

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