Please kind comments only. I am full of guilt and despair as it is and don’t know what to do.
I took 200mg of Mifepristone 55 hours ago. I was set to take the Misoprostol the following morning, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I just kept crying.
I do want my baby…. The reason I’ve struggled to decide if I should have an abortion is because my marriage isn’t the best and we have been struggling financially. I don’t want to bring a child into that kind of environment. I am 30 years old and this is my first pregnancy too, and I can’t see myself wanting to have a baby on my mid to late 30’s.
So why is it so hard? Is there a chance my baby will survive? I’ve had cramping but nothing any worse than the cramping on and off but nothing severe and no blood.
Thank you for your time any advice is welcome or if you have a similar story please feel free to share.