I am nearly 16 weeks and had booked an appointment for an abortion before. I couldn't go through with it. Well circumstances have changed and my mental health is on a rapid decline, i am waiting to hear back about therapy but the issues are mainly due to being really ill and struggling with the pregnancy. I have a son with someone else already and suffered bad postpartum after his birth so it's highly likely i would again.
As much as id love this baby i don't think its right to go through with it. My partner left me and is being really difficult saying he's taking me to court straight away once its born etc. I am starting college in September so that is just going to cause problems and i just know its going to cause more problems than i can think of benefits. Im considering the abortion so i'm not tied to this man who causes me regular panic attacks and so that i can continue with my studies and goals like i had planned. Im struggling so much to come to an actual decision though because i feel selfish etc but my mental issues now are having affect on my son that is already here.