I am in an extremely hard place. My husband and I just found out we are 4 weeks pregnant (just missed my period, tested positive). He was very angry. I track my period on an app and it said I was out of my ovulation window, I thought it was safe. I was completely wrong and I feel so stupid. My husband is blaming me. We have 1 toddler and were not planning another until we were fully ready. My husband feels if I have this baby, I’m not taking his wants and feelings into consideration and being selfish. If I do have this baby, that will be the end of our marriage. If I have an abortion, I’m worried I will forever regret it. Deep down, I don’t want to have this baby that is unwanted and a resentful husband. If I ended up naturally miscarrying I would be relieved. I know it’s very early, only 4 weeks, is it awful of me to go through with aborting at this point? I feel so confused.