I know this is a very sensitive issue Il start off with a bit of background information I have a child already that I’ve raised as a single parent since birth no contact with bio father ever, I’m lucky I’ve had such a good support network.
I been seeing a guy on and off for about a year, started seeing him again recently. I’ve been on the pill for 2 years now and I’ve recently discovered I’m pregnant. When I first saw the result I knew what I wanted to do and that was to not continue with the pregnancy, he’s said he doesn’t want anymore children and he wouldn’t want me to be on my own again but that’s how it would be, should I chose to go ahead with the pregnancy. I’ve got an abortion scheduled for this coming Wednesday and as I’ve had to wait a few weeks to even get the appointment I’m not so sure I want to go ahead with it, I feel terrible about it I don’t know what to do for the best, I feel like I’m trying to do right by him more than me, I don’t want to put him in a position he doesn’t want to be in but I really don’t know if that’s what I want now, this is a shock to me and I thought I didn’t want anymore and I’m scared to do it all on my own again, I’m just looking for some advice really as I feel very torn on my decision now😢