I have a 1 yo and we planned on having more children in a few years as we are not in a financial situation for more children. We are trying but haven't yet got a house, currently in a 1 bedroom flat with no room for us 3 so this unplanned pregnancy is just the worst thing to happen. I can't stop crying. I have my current child because I have always been completely against abortion for me as I believe a child is a blessing and it is not right to have a hand in changing what is happening by choice. I am really torn. I have had depression since my first child along with sciatica and anemia and I just did not want this at all. I only recently started to feel normal and I have no idea what Is right for us. Please no negativity as I am struggling