I'm sat waiting round for the phonecall.
I'm so torn I know the best option for me is to terminate and move on with my life but I'm so frightened of the pain, being able to identify it and the regret. I'm frightened of a surgical too because I won't have a GA and even conscious sedation scares me.
I know if my partner had wanted it and not left I'd have had it.
I feel like they're going to know I'm so conflicted on the phone and tell me I need to think more. I'm already 9 weeks. I'm so ill over this whole thing.