Please help 😭

[Snoopdog83]

Found out last weekend I’m pregnant. Absolute accident. I am 40 with underlying chronic health issues, have 5 very much loved and planned children. Our last birth resulted in a neonatal death and extremely premature surviving twin. I cannot do this. I had a phone consultation wirh
marie stopes this morning who need to check my latest bloods before I can have a termination, taking me to next Tuesday at least. I called Bpas who said they can see me face to face Wednesday but can’t guarantee they can do anything on the day. I’m 6 weeks and feel like I’m going to lose my mind, I just can’t bear the thought of waiting and my anxiety is through the roof at the thought of having to be referred to a tertiary care provider and be in a hospital which my ptsd from my last birth and neonatal stay won’t cope with - what can I do, please help.

Bumping x

Hey @Snoopdog83 sorry to hear this.

I terminated in December and I rang every morning for cancellations, hope that helps

I'm in exactly the same position as you - 6 weeks, 5 much-wanted kids, total accident - except I'm slightly older. It's a total nightmare and I feel very guilty for wanting to end my pregnancy. I also have PTSD from my last birth. Thinking of you, its so hard.

I honestly wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. So I’ve got to go through the hospital, got a phone consultation Monday and I’m just hoping they can fit me in next week because I need this to end.
i hope you’re ok - are you definitely going to terminate?

Hi - I'll PM you