What have I done

[Sms1994]

So... I'm pregnant.

I have rheumatoid arthritis and was told it would take me a while to conceive. I'm currently on pregnancy safe medications therefore have rushed into the decision of having children because the other meds aren't compatible with pregnancy and I thought I'd regret it if I didn't. I've been with my fiancé for 14 years and he is my absolute rock and he is SO supportive. He's said that if I can't continue the pregnancy it's absolutely fine and that he just wants me to be happy (this just makes me feel worse 😢)
I just don't know what to do. I don't know if what I'm feeling is normal or if I am actually really regretting this!

Pregnancy test says 2-3 weeks, my gp hasn't been very supportive and I don't see my midwife till 23rd March. I feel like I'm just sick with anxiety in the pit of my stomach.

Me, my fiancé and our two dogs are happy and I'm so worried I've ruined our life by doing this!

What have I done

What you've done is got pregnant, which sounds like it is what you and your partner both wanted. The reality of it can be a bit scary though and that's understandable that it hits you and you panic a bit, we probably all did. It will pass and you'll almost certainly be as happy as everyone else very soon.