I've got 2 beautiful children. A boy and a girl. Perfect. My pregnancy with my youngest was hideous, hyperemesis, severe PND.. it was horrendous. My relationship with their dad after this hasn't been stable, I've brought the youngest up for the majority of her little life (she's 1) at my mums house.
I can't afford another, mentally, financially etc. WHY do I feel the longing for another? 2 of my best friends are pregnant, a girl I work with.. it seems like everyone is. I've been seeing a lovely man and he has no kids and I know in time he would want one.
Is this just something everyone goes through no matter how many kids they have, a longing or almost a mourning for the thought of never going through having another again?