Hi I'm looking for positive real medical abortion experiences,
I'm 8 weeks pregnant ( as of tomorrow ) and I had a difficult decision to make and went through BPAS. A baby wouldn't be the right choice for me right now as I have children ages 15-3 and one is autistic and non verbal and wouldn't cope with a baby around.
I am planning on taking the first pill this evening, and taking the rest tomorrow evening when my little ones are with their dad and I can camp out in my room for the night.
I am fortunate that my bedroom is downstairs next to the bathroom,
But I am absolutely terrified of the pain and bleeding, I get quite heavy painful periods and I am dreading this. I know to expect it and what to experience. Clots and waves of pain but the thought of the unknown is making me so anxious.
BPAS gave me codeine so i will take those 30 minutes before I insert the second pills vaginally tomorrow evening.
I am worried about being sick so I won't let them dissolve in my mouth I am riddled with morning sickness at the moment.
I have maxi pads and snacks readily available but I feel like I cannot relax till its done but the thought of whats to come is making me feel more sick.