Hey, I’m new here and hoping someone can shed light on similar situations.
I am 26 a mum of two, DC1 is going to be 3 in November & DC2 is 18 months old. I’ve recently found out I’m pregnant again which is a big shock as I’m on the pill (progesterone only as still BF DC2). I’m really unsure what to do, I’ve had two emergency c sections & worried how my body will cope, my partner is a farmer so is hardly around & although I’m not, I’m practically a single mum when it comes to doing every single thing for the children (which I love) I just don’t know how I will split myself in 3 & worried I will struggle on my own. My DC1 starts nursery in January but only a couple of days a week & I feel massive guilt for my DC2 who has never had me on his own at all.
I am really in touch with my feeling and am so so so so terrified I will regret my decision if I chose to terminate the pregnancy, I’m currently 6wks 5 days & I have been in contact with BPAS. When I did the test I thought that’s it I’ve got to have a termination but as time has gone on (BPAS has cancelled a few appointments) I’m finding the decision harder. Pleaseeee help someone x