I’m not sure why I’m writing on here maybe just to get it out my head. I found out I was pregnant Friday morning and by 8am I was already on the phone trying to get an appointment which is tomorrow. It is killing me waiting for a week for it, I genuinely did not believe it would take that long so I’m hoping my consultation will be straight forward. My issue is dating it (our sex life has been a bit shite recently house and money stress mainly) so from my last period to when I found out we had sex twice with the last one being 12th May. I did a clear blue dating test and it put it at 2-3 weeks which either means it was conceived on the 12th and it showed up on a test super quick within a week or it’s not growing properly as the other time was just before my period was due and puts it past 2 weeks.
My last period was beginning of April and was due again beginning of May but took period delay pills for around 2 weeks due to being on holiday and I had my smear test booked so thought I may as well take them. I took a test at the end of that week as my period hadn’t started after a couple of days of coming off them. I’m in a stable relationship, however in the middle of a house renovation so we have barely any spare money and a half done house it’s not practical at all and I know we wouldn’t be able to give a baby a good start in life currently. Also the pills I was on can cause birth defects. I’m just so bloody annoyed and feel stupid that this is the situation I’ve found myself in. I have no pregnancy symptoms at all I had sore boobs but this stopped about 5 days ago and all I have is near continuous period like cramps. Which I think is good as I don’t feel pregnant I feel very disassociated with it all and haven’t been imagining my life with this baby which again I hope makes it easier, I think I’m going to ask for the post counselling as my mental health has been shite recently too. Im just bloody scared of the unknown and what to expect from it but hopefully it’s ok